My house looks like tornado hit. Bing has all his toys and junk in the living room and also my bedroom. I have clothes to clean, more homework to do and did I mention I need to go to store and cook? I am procrastinating today and I have to auducity to say I am bored. *smile*. Ohalleycat is on the bed chilling, while Bella is sleeping for now. WOO hoo. Daddy is still out and Bing is somewhere in the house making art work. My neighborhood is super quiet and full of snow. So.... we are doing this thing called " Back to Basics" Living created by me. Due to lack of child care and Bing having some challenges, we decided for me to stay home for awhile. Basically, we live simply, no more satelite tv, downgrading cell phone plans, using one car, and getting our mortgage restructured. We are in the beginning stages of this and it can be difficult. I had been the high income earner for years, until recently. I work occassionally doing odd jobs, like babysitting, or helping out at a local treatment center. But every few months, I get all gong ho about working full time again, I apply and get a job and I am telling you God shuts it down each time. Both of my recent jobs ended due to me having serious illness happen to me. So, I am learning just to fall back and listen to God. I don't know if you have noticed this, but God is very important to me. I am a crazy and fun girl but at the end of the day, I have growing relationship with God. I have survived a tramatic rape, being molested, homeless and much more to be where I am today. I am still a work in progress though.....