Alicia Keys - Fallin'

Sometimes... I wonder

Somtimes I wonder if:
Alicia Keys reads my blog and writes all her songs about my relationships. (LOL)
If true talent will ever be a requirement for musical success. (Sorry Ke$ha)
If banks would have more understanding when you call then to say you missed a payment, then maybe people wouldnt be in foreclosure so soon.
What if Rhianna married Eminem, wouldnt the kids be cute? A little nuts but cute.
What if people stop complaining about Obama and started to pray for him.
What if your Pastor appeared in a musical video for a rap song, would you still attend his church?
What if your dog ran out the door, at what point would you stop chasing him?
What if I am not ashamed of the standards of dress God gave me, and what if it not the same as the"organization".

30 days no media

I am on week 2 of my 4 week media fast.The pastor of our church suggested it last Sunday and I have been enjoying the peace. So, basically, no facebook, myspace, and entertainment mags and shows. It feels good so far because I dont care about whether Khloe Kardashian is pregnant or what is on youtube. It is so easy to get sucked into This World's celeb drama. I used to watch all those stupid reality shows.The final straw for me was the show, " Basketball Wives". It is a show that follows the lives of girlfriends and groupies of basketball players. Most of the women are judgemental and snobbish. And to my surprise, only one of the ladies is currently married to an NBA player. Between that and all the E reality shows, like Holly's World, it bothers me that being mean or slutty can make you a huge star. Hmmmmmmm.....

Broke, Crazy and Beautiful

Bank Account: Low funds but not negative
Marriage: On the mend... I think
Mental Stability. I am the most gorgeous OCder you will ever meet. Just kidding, Im good
Current Look: Glam Diva.

Mystery Illness

So, as you can tell I have not been posting a lot lately. I went home to visit my family and came back home very ill. See, I have been collapsing a lot lately and getting really disoriented and not being able to speak. It happens first two weeks ago, I went to my friend's house and as me and her were discussing a church event, I collapsed, I was unresponsive and unable to talk for 30 minutes. Afterwards, I have been very disoriented, I almost sound drunk (And I dont drink). I was normal for about 5 days (with bouts of headaches and nausea feeling) (Oh and no i am not preggs), then I fainted at church and according to witness, I start gagging and my eyes roll in the back of my head. Through, a miracle from God, they prayed me awake. Then the next day, I felt nausea in the morning, but by noon, I felt good. My friend came over and we had a good time talking and then I began to slur my words and she asked me if I was okay and I said no. Then I collapsed again, gagging and this time I was disoriented for almost 1 hour. I was admitted to the hospital and they dont know what is going on. At first they thought I was having seizures but now they dont think that. I am at home now, but still fainting and getting sick. I am not diabetic, not anemic, so we are really puzzled at this point. Keep us in your prayers.....

I truly appreaciate my husband and my family. Some times things are not good. But overall God has really blessed me. More post to come........

Day of Happiness and Sorrow

Today was a pure miracle. The wonderful but small church are members of, saw about 225 visitors come for our Christmas Gift Giveaway in which we gave away prizes and toys to some n families in need in our area. I was in charge of registration which although I had a headache after it was overall a great experience. We even had 6 people received the Holy Ghost. If you dont know what the Holy Ghost is, read the book of Acts in the bible. It is something that will completely change your life. On a sad note, another young celeb died. 8 mile actress Brittany Murphy died of cardiac arrest today. It is very sad that yet another young person died so suddenly. It makes me happy to hug my kids, and for every breath. You wonder why I serve God and why God is a big part of my life. It is because at the end of the day, God is the only thing that matters and seeing Him in Eternity. God help me to remember how precious life is,